i'm a drug

i had a huge fight with my mum yest.

would not wana go to the gory details but it was really bad, and it happened past midnight.
was screaming like a fucking whore.

bt its slightly better now.

why cant ppl differentiate betwn laughing and tearing. its quite a grave mistake and definitely EXtremely fustrating when they misstood you for laughing instd of crying when you are so hard.
and in your tears and heavy panting, sometimes you jus dont give a fuck and try to hallucinate destin wearing a pair of stripe underwear dancing around with a banana under hes armpits , fishballs in he's eyes and carrying a bible. so you can laugh temporary and snort that you're crying. argh. fuckfuckfuck
but you cant blame them i guess...:0

so in the midst of crying, i decided to entertain myself by jumping around my room like a moronic imbasil, screaming fuck. well, it kinda work a lil. befor i dined on hagan dazz (: weeeeeeeee

but poodle(tats what i call myself) you were being a fucking arsehole crying over yar mothe, oh fuck plsss, thats not damn hell worth it.

i'm strong
i will be stronger

i goe a new pair of high waisted denim jeans. muhaha.