side by side

sound check is evitably important.

apparently the av crew totally failed to notice it. morons

i know i flopped the performance yesterday. but i find it quite hilarious haaa

thanks for all your cheering babs.

and why are those mothe beeping mongrols leering at me yest?

oh, bitch off. faggots.

you may be snickerin at me cause i look weird, but i'm laughin cas you guys look all the same. dorkes.

if you judge others , you have no time to love 'em+

i've got A2 for my english. thats a miracle. lol

under stars and stripes

i failed ss.
everyone failed ss. lol
yay, i hav nazri to assist me to carry my amp (:
i keep breaking things. theres smething wrong with me
i broke my guit string, and my drumsticks!?
impossible
i swear i did;nt use strength.

schol has been so horridbly boring .
rather faggotly spastic nowadays.


huessin has been counselling me, and it has been rather enriching.
he said smth really amusing to me
- hey gal, boys think with their dicks, instead of their heart.

goddamn this is so true.

hahaha
he is a really strong person emotionly which really encourages me to carry on in life despite setbacks and all that shitbag.
aww dude, thanks a mill bro.
i'm glad i got to know you.
cheers:)




this is so adorable

i feel like a kid again ! jeez


and it feels amazingly good


assembly was like..



























shite












we hd ppl walking in circles and to and fro like 3 year olds, thinking they're profeccionals. goddamn.

it bored me to tears. i swear. tearss .i fucking cried. aww.NOT

our schol damn right need to give us something *interesting.
and not errr, math olymics, or chinese compo writing compet, or some weird movie in e lib. c'mon, why not try compets for graffiti, or like compets for bands, or bitchy miss tms .go get a life.

we totally thresh 3.1 in soccer and debate,



jeez. thats pathetic.











i gona get a pair of gucci shades.

he's hands are holding me. thats more then enough

tenth avenue north.

Why are you striving these days

Why are you trying to earn grace

Why are you crying

Let me lift up your face

Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love

Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough

To where will you go child

Tell me where will you run

To where will you run

And I'll be by your side

Wherever you fallIn the dead of night

Whenever you call

And please don't fight

These hands that are holding you

My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side

They swallowed the grave on that night

When I drank the world's sin

So I could carry you inAnd give you life

I want to give you life

Cause I,

I love you

I want you to know

That I,

I love you

I'll never let you go


-by your side-10th avenue

i was really screwed up this week til i heard this song yest.
i think i've been neglecting God for quite a long time .
thats bad.
i guess life probably changes when you're at your lowest and the world seems to be crashing down on you,
but i guess jesus is always there for me (:

and that comforts me more then anything else in the world.

he's hands are holding me (:
maybe..just maybe.. i like being imperfect.

when stars turn blue

True love is neither physical nor romantic.

True love is the acceptance of all that is, has been, will be and will not be.

-
when there is nothing left but God, that is when you find that God is all you ever need .

(:


-
i shld stop wasting money.

-
i hereby officially tendering my resignation as a teenager. i will accept the responsibilities as a 8 year old instead.

-i would go to macdonalds thinking that its a 4 star restaurant

-i want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make side walks with rocks

-i want to swim in mudpools

-i want to lie under a big oak tree and run lemonade stand with my friends

-i would sleep in a hamlock

-i would make my own tree house

-i would thinkthe world is fair

-i would think that love is SIMPLE

-i would believe a person when they say they love me

-i would think anything in life is possible

-i would whine
soooo.... heres my atm card, makeup, complexities in life, money and recipts.
-


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i am resigning from teenagehood (:
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i have so many friends whose bfs are real bitches.
c'mon BOYS. whn you say you lov a girl you dun just rattle this shit from your mouth and a whole list of how you would take care of the girl and ltr shove her aside for noo apparent reason. you've gotta mean it .
you dont say it for the sake of saying.
-iloveyou- is so commonly and rashly used by teens nowadays.
dont you guys even know what it means?
check up the dict you idiots.
guys should nver say iloveyou through messages or online.
they should spill that right in yal face.


-bcause of you lil bastard, i neglected my friends whoreally cared for me . i finally know who the hell you are. and who really did cared for me . you piece of mothe beeping fag so is this how you treat ppl. Goddamn you're so damn bloody heartless . oh, bitch off. hope you fuck and die in helllllllll.
and pls don't have this pleasure that i'm totally hating you or i'm mad at you.
i'm totally not. cause you don't have balls.
you;re a craven loser.
i totally forgive you and i don't hold grudges. bcas i'm not a bitching idiot.
jus to let you know, i'm flawless without you. you fucking Liar .


ATTENTION
i hate it when boys says iloveyou, but yet dont mean it.
its disgusting.its just fucking disgusting
PS : oh and BTW, women dont date boys, they date men.
basically, women dont date losers.

vengence isnt the right word-southcott

In the morning I'll be,Too tired to wake,
From counting the constellations,
I renamed,
One for every mistake,
They're all named after you,

I've acquired a taste,
For making the same mistakes,
Because baby I'm a mess,
You don't want to clean up,
You said you've had enough,
We won't be eighteen much longer,
This keeps getting harder,

Eyes like a target,Is all you've become,
You're second hand smoke,To a lover's lung,
You're killing me now,
You're killing me now,
A saint without sin,And a diamond ring,
Pawned for lust,And a broken dream,
You're killing me now,
You're killing me now,

Telling me that it's all over,
Try and hold your so close,while looking over my shoulder
,Too many nights that I've been sober,
Will you fade away,cause we just got older,
So break down,
And make a scene,
We'll make all the papers,
And magazines,
And they'll forecast your mood,On the ten o'clock news,

Eyes like a target,A fist with a gun,
Like second hand smoke,To a lover's lung,
You're killing me now,You're killing me now,
One last kiss to leave me senseless,
If not pretty, just make this painless

One last kiss to leave me out.
.
.
.
nazri sended me this song . jeez(:

.P.S. dang, i have a really hot guitar (:
dont steal it.

with flames you'll reap gold

i got my guitar today(:
its vintage


.
thanks nastri for all your help today. it was really really nice .
appreciate it.
and laura for helping me see things differently.
shi yee , connie,parveen,ben for being crappy, glen,kelly,kim, debra,julia,cass,cheryl,esther,destin for tripping me to make me laugh(: haha.and God, for your comfort .
love you guys like hell (:
without you guys it;l be hell for me definitely .


, guys, i'll move on (:


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i got into the audition!

take off your shirt and pants

I DONT KNOW WHAT BRANDS OF GUIT I SHOULD GET. this is so fustrating.



if i'm getting fender, it;ll look smth like this, duller a lil








and the last instrument i would get would be e magnificent, glorious, holy drumset
ilovehistattosilovehistattosilovehistattosilovehistattosilovehistattosilovehistattosilovehistattosilovehestattos
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omg i totally left my boyfriend in moss burger.
can you believethe stupidity.
luckily i found out that i lost him and almost commited suicide when i realize i left him in another universe:O
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thankfully shiye too k him with her when we were shoppin and i didnt get a heartattack.

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thanks sweetheart (: