WANTS

i'm very tired.
i want to throw up everything
i want to fall into a deep loong sleep.
i want to wake up thinking everythings gonna be okay.
i want to make everything perfect
i want everything i need
i want to reverse time
i want to be free
i want to be recognised
i want someone to guide me home
i want you to ignite me
i want to lead my life
i want to be happy
i want a garden
i want to fix my life
i want to reflect
i want to go to boston
i want to start anew
i want to get out of this place
i want to be found
i want to play
i want to start over
i want to get a lover
i want to go to spain
i want a new town
i want to leave this behind
i want the sunrise
i want you to fuck off
i want my time
i want you to wear my chains

fluff

home's kinda quiet nowadays. kinda like it this way. everythings so silent and peaceful (: its good cuz sch is jus wagg man(: loveit.
my hands are so cold now its kinda hard to type.
and spa was just...
but Z comforted me so i guess i'll do okok lo. :)
oh and firman has 4 cats?! omFg 1 cat and 3 kittens ;) awwwwwwww.
we were talking yesterday and i could hear his cat fighting over the line. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
i want one :)
persian cats are jus ... priceless.
anyways, i cant upload this perisan cat i saw on the net. kinda resembles shiyees face.. frm the side that is. shingZ.

i was like :@ he was like :* they were like :O

THAT SON OF A BITCH!!!! SHE WENT TO UPLOAD MY SPASM VID AND TAGGED EVERYONE ON FB. WALAOz MOFO SEY. GRRR. ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY ITS SO FUCKING STUPID!. BITCH!

blueberry yumyum

so can you tell me. whats a chebai?

shiyee:ermmmmm....... hmmmmmm..... a pussy?

correct!
so whats a pussy then??

shiyee: hmmmm.. (looks around anxiously) hmmmmmmmm........................... *shows pathetic face......................... ermmmmmmmmmmmm....
a pussy is an anus?

WA FTW!?

. . .

so whats erection then?

shiyee: :( cum?

. . .

it won't be coming back to me

im having problems playing desperately by michelle branch on my guitar.:( fuck it.
ohh and i learnt how to play boston by augustana on e piano. HA!
but i still prefer lullaby:)
and im gonna watch paranormal :)

don't worry honey, i never needed anybody..i never needed nobody

today was funny.
oh i got scolded by the bus uncle cuz i covered his screen. the one that allows him to see the uppe deck .
oh pls, i really dunno whats the big deal.
im down with flu, it sux.
sulaiman sounds like a very fat person..
but i hav a friend called sulaiman who's really cute.
and all my friends spam my phone today. haha
i can jus buang my bio pract, cuz i broke a testtube.
so lame sia.
and she kept staring at me. WTF?!
ohh..and we had a good laugh during lucnh time. haha.
i think my mom is totally not satisfied when i tell her i don't go out wit guys. cuz i'm usually back home late and i will get interrogated when i'm back. in the toilet, when i'm changing, when i'm reading, when im eating. walaoZ.
and i had tomato sauce all over my back and armpit. connie you drunk bitch.
it was really sticky.
yuck

between love and hate-----

Watched her as she wiped her eyes;
You don't make me sorry. Now I know
That you never listened - Listen.

Thinking about that high school dance
Worrying about the finals
Yes I know
You're feeling lonely
Oh lonely, so lonely.

Never needed anybody, I never needed anybody
I never needed anybody, I never needed nobody
Don't worry about it, honey
I never needed anybody
I never needed anybody, it won't change now.

Am I wrong?
Don't sing along with me.
I said I was fine,
It's just the second time
We lost the war

She'd be in the kitchen
I would start the fire
Those days are gone
But you know I can't give up - Give up.

P.S. if I may ask why
When will they get tired
We've stayed up
All night tryin' - Tryin'.

Never needed anybody, I never needed nobody
I never needed anybody, I never needed anybody
Don't worry about it, honey
I never needed anybody
I never needed anybody, it won't change now.

Am I wrong?
Don't sing along with me.
I said I was fine,
The second time
We lost the war

by the strokes..:)

you keep on crying, baby i'll keep you dry.

i spent a quiet halloween at home drinking and watching stupid vids of youtube.:)
oh ya pei ya somm bah leh ya roti prata cha quay tiao.
jus some pick up lines i took frm ben:)
school was fine.. jus that i was really shag today and had a terrible sore throat. co and i tried nail polish remover. i just sniffed it a lil and taste it a lil .haha it was hacking sick..argh.. i can still feel the aft taste lingering down my throat. pui noa.
yuck
and shi yee was being all so scared so she didn't try haha:)
i remembered i nearly stood on the zinc rooftop near the band room and co was so scared i'll fall off and die. hahahaha:)
i got no money, i got no car to take you on a date, icant even buy you flowers, but together we can be the perfect sole mates..
mamamia! here i go againn.
staying at home bores me to tears.