I NEED A BREAK.
THANK YOU.

ashes and wine

your mama don't dance and your daddy dont rock and rolllllllllllllll.

get me out of this fugly world please

I have to learn t

forgive others,

And take criticism,

accept the fact that ppl are gona remember what you mistakes are and blank out your accomplishments

stay strong even others say you’re not gona make it

be who you are

you’re gonna pay for something you did not do

Accept accusations

Be hated

Be slandered

Backstabbed

Be alone

And independent

be neutral

Have your own stand

Fend yourself

To forget

Be open

Be mindful

Patient

Loving

Cheerful

That people are selfish

and want things for themselves

to wait

that people are liars

to be a bitch.

And not a loser.

The world is a very evil place to live in.

seed

You were the only face I'd ever known.
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,
and only as bright as you wanted me to be.
But, I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,
and I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had is no longer there.

It was the only place I'd never known.
Turned off the light on my way out the door.
I will be watching wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had is no longer there, longer there.

You saw for yourself, the way it played out.
For you, I am blinded.
For you, I am blinded, for you.

I am no gentleman, I can be a prick.
And I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had.
Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had...

I'll be with you wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.


everything we had.
THE ACADEMY IS.

WEE

hahahahahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I GOT 18 FOR MY MATH TEST HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

dirty free

i got a water bottle full of whiskey in my handbag

i'm not gonna whine
i'm not gonna cry.
i'm gonna deal with it.

because after all, it was never worth the risk.

blah blah blah

I DID IT.

talk talk talk

Honestly, I think its kinda funny that you waste your breath talking about me,
Got me feeling kinda special really

sucha shit talker

he's mine

i aint holding no alibi.
the only thing i'll be holding is your pony tail. when i ripp it out of your scalp//





































i've got mine.

LIVE IT UP

TRUST NO ONE.

i was made for something beautiful

people should stop hating and start loving. i know some other unresonable people may be an ass to you but you should stop being trashy and stupid and stop pls, putting all e crap and shit they do on your fb status. PLS. start loving yourself and embrace life. just because these ass holes make up some shit for you and you get all hard up and get all upset and bitter over..letssee...nothing. cant you just act like a mature adult? why do you have to bother over all the childish things they do to piss you? its not worth it. and now, and by doing that,it shows how much you care about what they do to provoke you. anyone with the brains would know how to ignore them. stop feeding their hates. its so very annoying. and soon, guys will run away from you hateful and bitter girl cuz they'll soon know you will never be satisfied with anything. girl, you need to learn the ART OF IGNORANCE. cuz one day, it'll rot inside of you.
and if people like them* calls you a B and don't appreciate for who you are .if its a guy, why wil you want to waste your precious time on a useless blob of fatS like him? and if its a girl, kick her ass. please jus come to the realization that its ALL NEVER WORTH THE RISK. and wipe the :( out of your face PLEASE. or i'll just smack it away. god, its so 'isgusting.

darling darling around my door.

its all so nice to be taken care off. i hope it'll be this way forever.

anyways, today was hilarious. :D everyday is actually.

im quite satisfied with myself bcuz i'm putting effort in my work now. quite amazing actually :)

samson

hahha today was super funny. debb and jiha jumped on me and i like totally fell in e floor hahaha :D aww such sweethearts. screw the pain it was nothing hahaha :D unglam ness is good (:
anyways. ll lesson was like incredibly boring. thank God sihuay was sitting bside me so we had a good laugh.
im quite excited bout the underwater world thing actually hahaha.
and yest during pe i thought i ws quite an asshole. hahaha. those fags went to look at my camwhore picts .OMG . its not like girls don't campwhore but i jus store them in my phone. god it was such an embarrassement hahaha.
today was dynamic. (:

and one more thing.
screw all the fans who supports singapore idol and all the stupid weird judges and all the bullshit crap they give. they are the worse fans in the whole of FANS history.

lovers do

cradle me and i'll cradle you.

:)

ITS KINDA FUNNY, HILARIOUS ACTUALLY. HOW YOU CAN LIE RIGHT IN MY FACE BOUT SOMETHING SO TRIVAL.
HA-HA-HA-HA-HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

YAWN

i'm exhausted.

and school's starting tmr. omg time flies

its kinda depressing and happy at the same time

ironic aint it

but i'm just delighted cuz it'll keep me occupied for the rest of the week and wont have any distractions to care bout so thats a good thing

the sad and moody feel would be all the teachers and shite

but i hope itll be slightly better tis year

and oh we were completing our hw today and we saw 2 really 10000 hot guys

they were like so hot and dashing and everyting

hahaha :D

god it gives me the jitters

..not really

haha but they were hot

and i feel sweaty now

ohohoh and i'ma going for an audition for my drums :D HA HA

GG-FIED!

DON'T COPY!
Z went back to the hospital again!
omg i was incredibly worried. he fainted the first time cuz he blatantly didn't drink up when he was supposed to .
and i think he's getting weaker or smth so he was apparently ashen white yest and was sent to the hospital to do some check and the doctor found that he's blood count was low and he's body temperature droped drastically D;
I AM SO WORRIED
he actually went out to ride for 6 hours at the ecp ,e one with the never ending tunnel, for 6 hours. and as usual, i sent him like a 6 page message repriminding him. he reached home at like WHAT. 4.31am .
i hope he doesn't stay at that place again. gosh, its so depressing.
anyways, i will be chionging my hw this week.
SIANz
next year is goona be SO DIFFERENT.

come before

come before

before you now

and i lay my burdens down

prince of peace

counselor

son of father i adore

i love you lord

you're all i have

you're all i ever really want

your face is all i seek

you're put a new song in my heart

a song of praise to the lord

and i will worship all my life

trust in the lord


hallelujah. hallelujah
hallelujah, hallelajah

ohh ah ohh ah ohh ah ohh

ohh hahaha. this were my church mates but none of them were in my camp group (: HAHAHA

oh and my camp mates and i went to sentosa yest. hahah :) i really liked their campanion. and the fact that gene is migrating to brisban soon :(

seriously, the red plastic bags totally ruined this almost flawless picture. :(

SPASTIC FACE! !

the play today was reallly engaging. hahah. i could relate to it more than last year's play :)

so i went 313 with rachel and my sis . IM GONNA BUY THAT BOOTS FROM NEW LOOK.