Tuesday, September 29, 2009

slow dancing in a burning room

It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dying breath
Of this love that we've been working on

Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms
Nobody's gonna come and save you
We pulled too many false alarms

We're going down
And you can see it, too
We're going down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room

I was the one you always dreamed of
You were the one I tried to draw
How dare you say it's nothing to me?
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw I'll make the most of all the sadness
You'll be a bitch because you can
You'll try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Cause you can't understand

We're going down
And you can see it, too
We're going down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room

Go cry about it, why don't you? My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room

Don't you think we oughta know by know?
Don't you think we should have learned somehow?


this is sucha nice song (:


anywayyys, jus wana fag bout my day and how much i HATE mornie and wendy .
today was great(:
and everythings going as planned. YAY:D
hahaha:D
mornie is the most useless piece of crap ive ever seen in eng.
she gave us like 2summary essays to complete in lessons. so basically she does NOTHING but sits in front of the com and smile to herself. i was like -------------- what the fuck is your prob-------------------------------.-
and she claims that the whole level is doing summary but whn i asked co miss soh apparently didnt give her class 2 summaries to do.
right. motherhell.
and wendy. WOW. i hate you. i really don't respect you AT ALL. like everybody hates her. as everyone know, i'm NOT tall. yes wateverrrrrrr. i don give a fuckeroo.
she ask me to pressed the projector which is like uuhhhhh, wow so high, and tim was like fucking right behind me..
i was like what the fuck is your prob you crazy piece of fag?! ccunt sia.
like excuse me?! she jus wana embarrassed me in front of the whole class, but awwwwwwwwwwwwwww failed attempt. really FAILED. and guess what?! she lost my necklace it was from art iin glass. gift frm my fav aunt and she lost it. wth. you're gonna pay me back, god you piece of SHIT. oh and i want to apologise to mis soh and mr toh for being a bitch in your class, for miss soh forthe ast 6 months. and mr toh for the past 7 months haha :D sorrry :)

anyways, away from all these mofotic imbasils, im a lil upset with :). argh....at least we both are going good.
blazing hormones...okay FINE.
ARGH.
do guys take intercourse for love or love for intercourse? i hav no idea.

okay, I HAVE NO MOTHER BEEPING COMMENTS BOUT *MISS SINGAPORE.

Monday, September 21, 2009

blingbling blond VA

FLING OR DON'T FLING?

Monday, September 14, 2009

clear liqour and cloudy eye.

i wana get high and drunkkkkk. YES. aft my exams. any one care to join? damn im so bored. ive written my shopping list during math. YAY.

just an overview:
mac lipstick
dress,(not really)
loafers
rapid black liner frm mac.
black eye shadow frm clinic, eh. i think i'ma getting it frm BHG if i don't have $$
haha!fuckerrrooo
some weird shirt frm fareast. haah :)

i think i'ma buying e mac lipstick b4 EOY. oops haha :D

i got 18 out of 20 for my math common test........ can you believe it.
he was like. OMG samantha?! you got 18. YES. thank you. im glad i make your day.






-





My hands are searching for you...
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips...
My tongue dances behind my lips for you
This fire runs in through my being...
Burning...
I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you All Around Me,
thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling,
savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me....
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade...
Into our secret place
The music makes me sway...
The angels singing say
We are alone with you...
I am alone and they are too with you

I'm alive, I'm alive


I can feel you all around me,
thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling,
savoring this heart that's healing

And so I cry...
The light is white...
And I see you...

I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive!

I can feel you all around me,
thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling,
savoring this heart that's healing

Take my hand I give it to you
Now you own me , all I am..
You said you would never leave me
I believe you, I beleive...

I can feel you all around me
thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling,

savoring this heart that's healed.




-
all around me by flyleaf

.
i need this song to survive(;

Friday, September 11, 2009

stolen

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grant farewells
Crush the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around in the highest heels
You are the best one, of the best ones
We all look like we feel

You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart


-
dashboard confessionals

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

with or without you.

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And Im waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, shes got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you
With or without you

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

chocolate run.

sat was like the best shit SHIT EVER. and i hav e MOST unglam pix put up on fb. OMFG. i wana drink cofffe club. and i'm gona buy a persian pussy cat. HA!

Sunday, September 6, 2009

they call her love

my mom is currently scolding me right now. she really sucks. and shes really annoying. AND, she doesnt encourage me AT ALL. so much for respecting her. and she alws pick on all the shitty things i do and never once the good stuff. *sam! go do your amath, why is your eng so bad?! go study harder?! why do you spent time on the internet. mind you i onli have one hour ofint daily. my parents went to sign this mutha fucking contract so i onli get to use the int frm 6 to 7. YES pathetic. my mom keep having this imposition that i'll go to nowhere aft my olevels or like i'll stay back blablabla. she doesnt have faith in me that i'll do well and her TONE omfg when she starts to get all screamy and shit, goddamn that fucky. really some fucky shit. GOD and she LOVES to tell my dad al my really bad results and less of my good results. its not like i didnt scored good results but she wants my dad to worry or like hate me to an extent its really getiing on my nerves very badly,. like he works and i dun wana worry him, but she on the other hand blehs out shit frm her mouth to him, so hell be very upset. like daboliew t f. SERIOUSLyyyyyyyyyyy.
im stil having probs uploading my pix on face book argh. we went out on um sat haha, and camed whore quite a fair bit. it was damn funni. haha.

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I've been beaten down, I've been kicked around
But she takes it all for me
And I lost my faith, in my darkest days
But she makes me want to believe
They call her love,
love,
love,
love,
love
They call her love,
love,
love,
love,
love
She is all I need
Well I had my ways, they were all in vain
But she waited patiently
It was all the same, all my pride and shame
But she kept me on my feet
They call her love,
love,
love,
love,
love
They call her love,
love,
love,
love,
love
They call her love,
love,
love,
love,
love
She is love, and she is all I need
And when that world slows down, dear
And when those stars burn out, here
Oh, she'll be there, yes she'll be there
They call her love,
love,
love,
love ,
love
They call her love,
love,
love,
love,
love
They call her love,
love,
love,
love,
love
They call her
love,
love,
love,
love,
love
They call her love, love, love, love, love
She is love, and she is all I need
She is love, and she is all I need
She is love, and she is all I need


-
by parachute VA
a fantastic band.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

the cupid effect


just look at that idiot on your left. SIGH.












click image for a bigger pict.

unglammmmmmmmmmmmm.












think that sheryl's ear?:O
















the pasta's so GOOOOOOD









YUMMMM :D
okay, tada, that was like mon. and i didnt have time to blogg it cas i was apparently buzy with nothing.
anyways, an influx of things happen to both my friends and myself. but um, i think mine is quite "stable"already. i hope.
i am just super paranoid. we talked bout it on the fone just now and assured me that if anything goes wrong, will do everything to help so i'm like WHEW. but .and my friends think its like TOTALLY impossible. so i try to trust them and hope for the best. but its indeed IMPOSSIBLE. rightright????? YESSSSSSSSS. okay. god i need the brainwashing frm so badly. argh, but its impossible impossible impossible impossible impossible impossible impossible impossible impossible impossible impossible impossible impossibe impossible impossible impossible impossible impossible impossibe impossible impossible impossible impossible impossible .
ok, slightly better.
.
NOTHING HAPPEN NOTHING HAPPEN NOTHING HAPPEN.
.
don't tell me by avril lavigne
.
.
You held my hand and walked me home I know
While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears,
got rid of all my fears,
why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love cause you're so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that?
You're the one who gives it all away
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you,
this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do
and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way
Don't think that your charmin the fact that your arm is now around my neck
I got you in my pants
I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop,
thought I liked you a lot,
but I'm really upset
Get out of my head
get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that,
you're the one who,
throws it all away
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you,
this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do
and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way
This guilt trip that you put me on won't,
mess me up but you're no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you,
this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do
and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way
Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway
nice song
anyways, we hav SO much home work for this one week hols. so i guess i'm stuck at home with all these cuntly and bullshit hw i OUGHT to be doing. WTF. teachers should really go get a LIFE.
blabla black sheep have you any wool.
yes sir yes sir 3 black wool.
wait, is it wool?
whatever,my fringe is getting too long.
i think loosing friendships are extremely sad.
so sad.. so sad.. its a sad sad situation, and its getting more and more absurd.. so sad .. so sad .. why cant we talk it over.. alll.. blablabla.
we got back our results. SLUT sial.
but i got Aone for chem HA-HA-HA, TO THO SHI YEE. PWNED!.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

i was so shag yest. slept late n had din with my friends it was like wtf, damn tired.
and larry kept calling me lao char bo. you stupid!
oh, n we played with nutella in skol. like the whole level, so we kinda got shit frm dm. i have no idea why, n i'm totally not ashamed of it, its not as if we threw shit everywhere. dude, its chocolate syrup.
n we had to like stand in a row while he screamed at us. it was totally embarrassing cuz it was in front of our seniors seniors. so its like WTFFF.
but oh wells , it was NOT A BIG DEAL AT ALL. i have NO IDEA why all the teachers have to be a cunt about it.
AT least we cleaned up the shit we created.
aint that bad. (: